Wednesday, January 27, 2010

An introduction is always necessary

Staring from scratch again.
Lets not make this a storage space for all of my negative feelings.
Depression is a strange thing. It warps the way you see things, it makes you feel like shit. You get so used to it you see no other way and learn to accept it.
Im done with that.
For the first time in two years I am free. I no longer have to conform to what someone elses idea of who I am. I spent almost two years in a dead end relationship and I feel wonderfully free now. I want to change. I want to finally figure out who I am. Im twenty one. Damn. I feel so ridiculously old and young at the same time. Theres no better time than now. I will use this to document this silly "journey" I have finally decided to start. Theres no exact plan or even idea of how I am going to do this but I want to know who I am. For so long I have been tiny seperate pieces of someone and I have decided to start putting those pieces together. This will be full of things I love, things I hate, things I am obsessed with and my daily life.
Writing has always been my way of organizing my thoughts and my escape and thats what this will be.